Scared

Do you have this feeling...

Too scared to wake up

Too scared to go out

Too scared to meet people

Too scared if everything fail

Too scared if I'll die now? 

I'm scared...

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And..


Working just enough to stay..

I'm tired. I lack of hope.

My current situation, What's wrong with me?
I'm lack of motivation to wake up every morning to go to work.
I'm lack of motivation to finish every single task given.
I'm scared to go to work.
I have no passion on my daily job.

I want..
total freedom :  from wake up early to go to work..to wake up early to do what i want..
stress free life : from scary bank phone calls..to pleasant voice of personal banker/consultant

take control of my life : from other people command..to my only interest
full of love & happiness in my life...